I’m feeling light today - like I could fly up into the air and soar across the sky. (And use overused similes))
Not just because I started talking to a new boy. Yes, I put my dating pants on the shelf for a little while… and then they fell off that shelf and I put them on again. I’ve never been very good at holding myself back. …Unless it comes to commitment, in which case, I’m really good at holding myself back.
So I have a date Wednesday night. I have all kinds of thoughts (positive, apprehensive, indifferent…) about that but I don’t really want to talk about them just this moment. I’ll report back after the date.
Anyway, I’m feeling good.
Why this sudden change? I guess that my chemicals and what not are just balancing better this week.
Or because we FINALLY got some snow! I love snow. Love it love it love it. I could never live in a place that doesn’t have seasons.
Or because I’m just feeling the love.
For one thing – I flipping LOVE the Holiday season. I never listen to the radio (I listen to my CDs or mp3s instead) but for the last week my car and kitchen radios have been tuned to the station that plays Christmas music all day everyday. My house looks festive and warm. In short, I’m in Holiday Heaven.
And my coworkers are fabulous. We have such a great dynamic in our department right now. Everyone is getting along. Everyone is pulling their own weight and helping out everyone else. From past experience, I know these times come in waves. Sometimes our team dynamic sucks, other times it’s great - It just makes me appreciate the great times all the more.
I also have amazing friends to thank for my happiness. Friends like Francesca and Han, who understand the value of just providing another friend with company – without expecting them to be entertaining in the process. Friends like Mac who are reliable and always there to rescue you when you’re in need. Friends who like to do silly things that people our age shouldn’t do anymore. Friends who like to do grown-up things that are way beyond our years.
So today, I’m feeling the love.
I hope you’re feeling the love too.