I’m feeling light today - like
I could fly up into the air and soar across the sky. (And use overused similes))
Not just because I started
talking to a new boy. Yes, I put my
dating pants on the shelf for a little while… and then they fell off that shelf
and I put them on again. I’ve never
been very good at holding myself back.
…Unless it comes to commitment, in which case, I’m really good at
holding myself back.
So I have a date Wednesday
night. I have all kinds of thoughts (positive, apprehensive, indifferent…)
about that but I don’t really want to talk about them just this moment. I’ll report back after the date.
Anyway, I’m feeling good.
Why this sudden
change? I guess that my chemicals and
what not are just balancing better this week.
Or because we FINALLY got
some snow! I love snow. Love it love it love it. I could never live in a place that doesn’t
have seasons.
Or because I’m just
feeling the love.
For one thing – I flipping
LOVE the Holiday season. I never listen
to the radio (I listen to my CDs or mp3s instead) but for the last week my car
and kitchen radios have been tuned to the station that plays Christmas music
all day everyday. My house looks
festive and warm. In short, I’m in
Holiday Heaven.
And my coworkers are
fabulous. We have such a great dynamic
in our department right now. Everyone
is getting along. Everyone is pulling
their own weight and helping out everyone else. From past experience, I know these times come in waves. Sometimes our team dynamic sucks, other
times it’s great - It just makes me appreciate the great times all the more.
I also have amazing
friends to thank for my happiness.
Friends like Francesca and Han, who understand the value of just
providing another friend with company – without expecting them to be
entertaining in the process. Friends
like Mac who are reliable and always there to rescue you when you’re in
need. Friends who like to do silly
things that people our age shouldn’t do anymore. Friends who like to do grown-up things that are way beyond our
years.
So today, I’m feeling the
love.
I hope you’re feeling the
love too.
Hugsnkisses,
Annie Jay
This post has inspired me to listen to Christmas music at work today. :) Good luck on the date tonight!
ReplyDeleteYep. I suddenly feel the need to turn on Pandora's Christmas station! Good luck!!! Keep us posted :)
ReplyDeleteI seriously don't think I can get enough of the Christmas music haha. I blame 13 years of choir for making me feel like at least an entire month (or three or four depending on the choir) before Christmas should revolve entirely around the music ;-)
ReplyDeleteAnd I'll definitely keep you guys posted!